Summary: I invite you to take at least a quick look at my updated website that includes notable changes, and thus a bit of a new look. Plus, below, is a very brief look back of my blog posts.
Body: Y’all may have noticed that I sent out some accidental posts/reposts. I apologize for those, but I was making changes to my blog and posts and am still learning this blog hosting app. It can be complicated depending on what I’m trying to do.
As part of the process, I necessarily needed to go back and edit each and every post to account for changes/errors in my signature blocks. This also required that I read each post at least a bit to get an idea of what I was trying to say, as I use different signature blocks depending on the content of the post.
The effect of making these changes and reviewing these posts had a profound effect on me. I’m embarrassed to tell you this, but I cried most of the way through it. At times it was difficult working through the tears. Once again, even as I write this post, I find myself in tears again. Why? I don’t know. Perhaps you can offer me clues, as I appreciate dialogue. It does feel like a bit of release, while at the same time being a bit of testimony to the pain I still feel. Maybe I always will. I don’t know.
Regardless, that’s not why I’m writing this post. I’m writing this post to provide a quick look back at the ups and downs of my journey. I recognize that most everyone has read very few of my posts. That’s okay. It’s clear that there just isn’t interest in this topic. Who wants to hear and much less ‘talk’ about such an ugly, disgusting subject? It’s challenging to not feel dirty as a result. Perhaps it’s better swept under the carpet, better to not ring that bell, as some survivors question. I get it. I really do. If there’s nothing else I get, I get this one.
If you haven’t been following my blog, reading my posts I mean, then the titles won’t mean much to you. However, for me, since I obviously have intimate awareness of what’s in the posts, comments, and private messages, I think just the titles send a coherent message of sorts. The posts could almost be copied and pasted into a book with each post being a chapter. This really wouldn’t make any sense, because out of respect for your time, I try to keep each post short. Plus, I’m not finished with my journey; I don’t know where it’s going. It scares me at times. But, I’m pretty sure, at this point, I’m not accomplishing any of my stated goals when I started this blog; save for one: it’s helping me to put words to my experiences, and it is benefiting me, even if in small ways. I have no choice but to settle for that. That’s okay.
Having said that, I’ve gotten a few comments/private messages that are as good as gold to me. I’m very grateful for those who’ve taken the time to either comment, or send me a personal message.
Let’s get on with it already. Below is a list of the posts, in the order they were published:
|1||The Journey Begins|
|2||Why this blog?|
|5||Nuts and Bolts|
|11||Here’s the Problem|
|12||Just Let it Go|
|13||Who? Who? Who Let The Dogs Out?|
|15||Get Over It!|
|16||No More Pain|
|17||“The Effects of Sexual Abuse Never Go Away”|
|20||What Type of People Get Abused?|
|21||The Winding Road|
|23||The Episcopal Diocese of New York Suspends Statute of Limitations for Clergy Sexual Misconduct Allegations for Three Years|
|24||New York state set to extend statute of limitations on child sex abuse|
|25||Moments of Joy|
|26||The Sound of Music|
|27||A little humor|
|29||Just Do It Already!|
|30||Support – Important Read|
|32||the Most Amazing Woman|
|37||An Amazing Breakthrough|
|38||Making Positive out of Trauma|
|39||The Unknown: I need to be Heard|
|40||Question for You|
Thanks for reading.
Wishing you much love and peace,
“Give the world the best you have and it may never be enough. Give your best anyway. For you see, in the end, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway.” ― Mother Teresa
Pope Francis, I appeal you to meet the needs of survivors of clergy sexual abuse by making reparations commensurate with the damage, emotional or otherwise, caused to survivors. I have ideas on how to do this. If you can’t do this, then I respectfully ask, on behalf of the Church, you to stop receiving communion until such time that the Church does. Because until the Church does, it will not be in communion with the saints. Sincere contrition is meaningless without reparations in kind. Demonstrate to the world that the Catholic Church is catholic; that is, the Church Jesus established with Peter as the rock, the first pope; that the Church practices what it preaches.
Ps: Have words of encouragement or a testimony to share? Does/has this blog helped you in some way? Know of additional, valuable resources? Suggestions for topics? Post a comment or you can also send me a private message by using the “Contact” page on my website or message me on FB.
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It has been great to meet and talk with you Matt… I look forward to reading long or short versions of any topic, story, thoughts or emotions you touch on.. I hope they help other survivors in their healing journey.. I know talking about it helps me.. be well !
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In reaching out to others, you are Christ’s hands. It takes courage and broad shoulders. I will continue to pray that the Holy Spirit guide those open hands into a thriving ministry…Don’t let yourself fail prey to discouragement. It may be your calling. God bless you!